[This is not a question she can answer lightly or immediately, and it's some time before she speaks again.

Finally:] In some ways, yes, I am. As I am now, I can aid others in the effort to understand this place and eventually escape.

However.... [She lets out a quiet breath.] I am not meant to have my memories at this time. I am uncertain what the consequences might be, should the Malnosso continue to restore them in this manner.