But I know I would. If it was a life or death decision, I'd choose to save my life every time. Even if he died. Because that's what is most important to me. That I live.
I can rebuild a life without him. I can be alone. Sure, I don't want to be. But I can. He doesn't matter so much to me that I can't live without him.
[I'm not Twelve.
More than ever, she envies Katniss. Envies everyone who knows what that feels like. She resents Lover Boy. Hates what he told her -- that he'd die to save Katniss. No one would ever feel that way about her, and she'd never feel that way about anyone. Even with Cato, when it comes down to it, she's alone.
They'll turn on each other if the Malnosso ever make that a condition. If this Arena changes, if the rules resemble Panem's later. They'll go as far as they can together, then they'll do what they have to. They'll be Career tributes from District Two. Because that's all they really are. Luceti's adding a few layers, disguising that nature. But she knows. They both know.
They are still what they have always been. In a crisis, that is what will come out. What will command them.]
written [filtered to Loki]
But I know I would. If it was a life or death decision, I'd choose to save my life every time. Even if he died. Because that's what is most important to me. That I live.
I can rebuild a life without him. I can be alone. Sure, I don't want to be. But I can. He doesn't matter so much to me that I can't live without him.
[I'm not Twelve.
More than ever, she envies Katniss. Envies everyone who knows what that feels like. She resents Lover Boy. Hates what he told her -- that he'd die to save Katniss. No one would ever feel that way about her, and she'd never feel that way about anyone. Even with Cato, when it comes down to it, she's alone.
They'll turn on each other if the Malnosso ever make that a condition. If this Arena changes, if the rules resemble Panem's later. They'll go as far as they can together, then they'll do what they have to. They'll be Career tributes from District Two. Because that's all they really are. Luceti's adding a few layers, disguising that nature. But she knows. They both know.
They are still what they have always been. In a crisis, that is what will come out. What will command them.]
We're not like other people.