Ah. And the big problem is that you are quite pleased with what has happened but the other party is rather disgusted. And now they turn away from you and this saddens you greatly.

Your feelings for your captain did not disappear at all, am I correct? I am, aren't I?

[Loki leans forward a bit.]

This is not a nightmare created by you, it is a nightmare the Malnosso have exploited and now your feelings are used against you. Thus...it is not your fault.

[He wished he could apply such logic on himself as well, but that was a completely different story...]