No. I am not engaged in some great battle with my older counterpart for friends.
[Loki frowns deeply because, no, that is not what he wants. Yet...he did demand that from Leah. But she is a different case, she is more important than his own life. The first friend he made and the only one.]
All I can do is trust the friends I have. Friendship is all about trust, yes? Like I trust you to not ever tell my older self about this, even though you might prefer to trust him. Like I do not ask of you to tell me about the things he might say about me.
I wish to enter the state of 'not caring anymore', not about this agreement, not about his presence. As they say on Midgard 'not a rats ass'. A rats ass will not be given.
[Loki wonders if this could be the infamous 'snowball effect'. He feels frustration coming up, words rolling from his mouth non-stop.]
Perhaps I should grant him my great understanding and provide a reassuring pat on the back. And tell him I understand his situation and the pain he has gone through.
I should understand, right? Right, right, right.
But I have a hard time to do so. How odd is that...after all, who can understand Loki more than Loki? I expertise in loneliness and being despised by at least seven of the nine realms.
[He counts on his fingers while talking about the amount of realms that despise him.]
[action!] [I'm so sorry for this tl;dr]
[Loki frowns deeply because, no, that is not what he wants. Yet...he did demand that from Leah. But she is a different case, she is more important than his own life. The first friend he made and the only one.]
All I can do is trust the friends I have. Friendship is all about trust, yes? Like I trust you to not ever tell my older self about this, even though you might prefer to trust him. Like I do not ask of you to tell me about the things he might say about me.
I wish to enter the state of 'not caring anymore', not about this agreement, not about his presence. As they say on Midgard 'not a rats ass'. A rats ass will not be given.
[Loki wonders if this could be the infamous 'snowball effect'. He feels frustration coming up, words rolling from his mouth non-stop.]
Perhaps I should grant him my great understanding and provide a reassuring pat on the back. And tell him I understand his situation and the pain he has gone through.
I should understand, right? Right, right, right.
But I have a hard time to do so. How odd is that...after all, who can understand Loki more than Loki? I expertise in loneliness and being despised by at least seven of the nine realms.
[He counts on his fingers while talking about the amount of realms that despise him.]