If I knew why she prefers someone that vile to me, I'd tell you. It simply does not make sense to me either, but that is her decision, not mine. Mortals do strange and often stupid things quite regularly, and it seems I was wrong about Adele being one of the saner ones. Since his arrival she's spent more and more time seeking him out despite knowing who he is and what he's done.

[She sighs tiredly]

I wish I knew, myself. But she's hardly worth the effort if this is how she repays my kindness.

[She shrugs half-heartedly.]

Magic has it's uses. It's all in how you apply it. Perhaps, though, you're right and you aren't ready for it. Better to not meddle until your certain of yourself.