[Loki is staring at his hands now, completely forgetting the snacks Billy has brought him.]

I never expected this to happen. Because we are bff's, you see? I do not wish to remember I have taken advantage of her like that or...that I have utterly failed to protect her from my older self.

[He is chewing his lower lip and definitely isn't resembling the Loki Billy might know at all. The look on his face is different, and his voice is soft.]

Therefore it has been a most selfish act.